27 September 2009

That stupid status update

My Sunday started out well....

I had a good workout, cleaning the house. Then I met up some gal friends over at Delicious. Gossipin & bitchin about how cruel man can be. Then, I did the unthinkable. I log in to Facebook.

Divemaster updated his status, professes to the world he is having a splendid weekend!!

And now I'm back to my depressive, miserable state. He usually updates his status that he had an awesome weekend after spending it with me. I read, I know why and I feel proud. Proud that I made his weekend worthwhile. Even prouder that he spends it with me.
And yet, now... without ME! he's still having a splendid weekend. With who??

Michelle tells herself for the umpteenth time not to think about him. But yet... in the deepest corner of her heart, she still thinks of him, misses him - so terribly much. Today, she's thinking who the fucking bitch is giving HER Divemaster a splendid weekend. "I hope she is constipated everyday and she has to fart every 2mins. You like that, Divemaster? Bloody heartless bastard!"

5 comments:

Chee Tat said...

love is blind

joyce said...

Sigh, why love is blind?

Chee Tat said...

ask god

Xweing said...

Hello, just dropping by. Maybe u should delete him from ur Facebook? None of my exes are in my FB... cos I hate to know if they're having a good time w/o me.

We can have BETTER!

Michelle said...

hey Xweing,
thanks for ur encouragement.

i still hold on to his FB, his smses, his stuff, so that i feel he's still with me somehow, someway...

Yes, i know i'm pathetic. the love is strong, i guess :(